LOVE FOR JOY OF LOVING

Do you believe in the concept of "Loving for the joy loving without expecting anything in return?" I know all this sounds very good for philosophy and literature but let me tell you that it does happen in practicality too. It’s when you like someone to such an extent that it doesn’t matter whether that person reciprocates the same feeling with you or not. Here's a small story I want to share with you......

December 2005:

I had first seen her on my rehearsal for an inter-collegiate fashion show; she looked very simple yet very much different from the rest of the faces. There was elegance in everything she did, she had a grace that was quite distinct and there was something that attracted me towards her. I was quite surprised that how come such a pretty face went unnoticed from my vision for so long, but was happy to see her at last.

It’s quite interesting, that however extrovert you are, somehow you tend to lose all you flamboyance when you face the girl you have lost your heart to. The case wasn't any different for me, all my “who cares” and “I am cool” attitude somehow use to betray me whenever I confronted her. Though I couldn't talk much to her whatever conversation we use to have were quite enthralling for me. Even though we talked nothing except the steps and sequences for the fashion show it was interesting for me, as it was the only way I use to get an opportunity to speak to her.

It had never happened to me before, that I found myself dumbstruck in front of any girl, but somehow it was a different case here. By now I knew that I had started getting feeling for her but since I knew myself better than anyone, I wanted some more time so that doubts if any gets abated considerably.

Two Months Later:

After lot of advice from my dear ones I decided to go for it, yes I was about to confess that I had hearts for her, still not prepared how to put it in front of her and not knowing how she will react I made my move. I remember that beautiful evening, she was sitting in the college quadrangular busy with her project work; aah…she was looking very pretty, with her curly hair properly tugged in a pony, her specks adding cuteness to her face. I wished that, the time could have frizzed and I could have watched her like that for the rest of my life. [But as it was not a movie! nothing of that sort was possible, these all thing only happen in Bollywood] So as I approached her, I could feel my heart racing twice the normally speed, my hands got cold and there were lot of butterflies in my stomach. You know its just that it doesn’t matter how many time in life you have proposed a girl, anytime you do it again you find it difficult to admit, that you love that girl, I guess more than anything it is the fear to hear a denial and on top of that to lose her.

After preparing myself for any consequences to follow I finally told her how I felt for her, and than there followed a small silence.... making me more nervous. Taking her own time with the same grace as always she answered me with such a politeness that I was very much moved, she had her own priorities and I respected her decision and finally we moved away with a word to be friends forever.

Time went by, but my feelings for her couldn’t die. I tried hard but something about her was hard to forget what??? I have no clue. And even today as she is miles away from me I still love her knowing she is not meant for me, knowing she has no feelings for me. With no hope for things to change I still love her for the joy of loving. That doesn’t mean I have stopped living, but whatever happens further in life, somewhere in the corner of my heart I will always remember her and love her for ever!!

Disclaimer:

The story is a work of fiction. If related to any person dead or alive than it is just a pure coincidence and unintended.

More MotionView

Hello Again.
I have been trying to do this Cam Shaft and Follower thing since a week, got the glitches out finally and the thing worked!

थोड़ा MultiBody Dynamics

Hello people !
Just as a usual timepass, I made this MultiBody Dynamics (MBD) model.
Let me spread ग्यान about MBD.
Those who did the CATIA/Pro-e course in the college might know this assembly.
Well I went a step further with it and made it into a simulation using Altair MotionView.
For those who don't know CATIA or Pro-E (yet) or anything to do with CAD/CAE:
These components were drawn and assembled on the CAD software CATIA and saved as an IGES. Then imported in Altair HyperMesh (pre-processing module in Altair HW) and meshed with element size 15. Using a special trick (which is unrevealable here, took time to work it out, बोलेतोह I am still learning, समजा? ), the meshed model was brought into MotionView (MBD module in Altair HW). Joint relationship was established between components, a motion to the shaft was given and there we are, this is called putting जान in a बेजान model !
Hope you liked it.

Congratulations: Take a bow Sir!!! A career spanning 2 decades, (bat)tling the expectations, the pressure and the criticism. And when you consider the rate at which children are born in India, the number of people expecting him to perform everytime, increases every second. For someone who has gone through all this pressure and more, numbers seem to be insignificant but nonetheless they just testify the class of Sachin Tendulkar, God to his fans, terror for the opponents, role-model of many a youngsters, motivator in the dressing room and yet a quintessential boy next door. Congratulations Sachin Tendulkar



Postcards from Mohali - 17th October 2008.

The Farewell - 2010 viewings

Hey people of Mech07'
Where has everyone dissappeared, why has this blog stopped getting its regular feed of posts....कहा छुपे है सब के सब ? सामने आओ !!
OK... मत आओ ! सब लोग busy है !!
well, this post was just an update about our Farewell video, it has touched 2010 views on YouTube. Yeah I know, you guys must be sneaking in your cubicles during lunch break and viewing this video twice everytime you start it....!!
Comeon people, post something about your self....

CHEER LEADERS

Really I believe its high time that we decide whether we need these hypocrites politicians to guide us and tell us that what are we suppose to watch and what are we suppose to do? These people who have nothing but only money everything for them just to gain importance and get noticed create some or other fuss every time, so that they can take an undue advantage of such situations either to bank their votes or their bank balance.

Now if they had no happening controversies they founded one from the "Game in Buzz" yes you guessed it right the IPL [INDIAN PREMIER LEAGUE], now they have problem with the cheer leaders, now really i have no clue what problem they have with them. Some said that "What relation they make with sport?"; others feel that their dance was neither western nor classical, whereas some felt it was vulgar and we can't watch it siting with our family.

But I don't remember any such things when I watched all these games, yes they only added some spice to the game but "VULGAR" by no chance it was what they are accusing it to be. Nonetheless I strongly believe that we live in a diplomatic country and we have right to decide what we want to see or what we want to follow; then from where do these senseless people get rights do decide on our behalf whats good for us. And if they have problem or in fact anyone who has problem can simply avoid these matches simply swap the channels, why to make a fuss out of nothing.

But no this won't happen because there is no one who can raise voice against all these nonsense,and actually we are the one who are to be blamed for all this as we are the one who have elected these so called representative of people,who good for nothing.

Even in this case I am pretty sure the whole issue is because they were left out in the money game, simple as it looks to be. When their pockets will be filled they wont have any problem with the cheer leaders, neither they will have problem with their dance nor their clothing.

Vanilla Sky

“That every passing minute is a another chance to turn it all around.” -Sofia Serrani (Vanilla Sky).

Just got up watching this movie on my laptop, after an entire 2 weeks of designing an engine for my Power Train Module. Vanilla Sky is the most awesome movie i have ever seen after Being Cyrus. It takes courage to make such a movie. What did i learn from the movie? Well, the answer is in the first line of this post, yeah, everything in your life is because of you want it to. You want to study? well, there you go…you are studying and you got your engine…..You want to earn money? lots of it? there you go…you are a millionaire…..its in our hand people, its our decision, we write our own story and no one else. I believe this blog has never been so philosophical, but thats the way it is this time, living alone most of the time can make your brain work (rather faster), cause you have your brain to your self. Being alone is a double sided coin…..what rubbish, all coins have two sides….yeah i know but its just to mention its significance….I don’t like being alone ALL the time, but i have realized that it helps living in a hostel. Well, for that matter I am alone only when i am in my room, in the kitchen, i am with everyone, cooking, eating dinner together. Living away from home has made me think myself, no strings, no harness, to go deep into some theory….thats why I was able to design my engine, my very first vehicle engine !! The old habit of asking why has woken up again. I remember my professor in undergrad college say…the happiness of knowing something is greater than anything else, you should always ask “why”. I am experiencing that bliss, that happiness…….or is it …..happYness??
Bye for now

Originally Posted at 11:55pm GMT (08/03/2008) on shethLog